I was so lazy this week that I have 3 more days until the end of the school week and I still have 2 assignments left, untouched. I have never been this resistant to a class in the 3 years I have been in school.
My ethics paper is easy, but I’ve been unable to focus on it. My Systems Analysis paper… is straight from hell. *sigh* I really hate this class. I wish I had had a better instructor. Then maybe I could have actually learned something and enjoyed this class. Instead I felt like I was under water, tethered to the bottom of the pool, fighting to breach the surface. I haven’t learned a thing, I have no idea what I am doing, and I can’t believe that he is actually reading my submissions. I’ve gotten a 100% on 2 of my 3 project submissions. There’s no way he’s reading them. I’m fumbling around in the dark. How can they be perfect? I’m good… but I’m not that good.
So once I’ve posted this, I’m off to watch some Youtube videos and get a grasp of this weeks lesson. (Because my instructor sucks, so I need Youtube in order to know what I am doing). I have to get this section of my project written, and I know it will take two days, so I’m off. I hope you are enjoying this beautiful Saturday afternoon more than I am. Damn I wish I were outside lol, but I’m not so….